wasted time wasted words
pent up thoughts until it hurts
i fake a smile and i try to find my way out
it feel so bad, so bad to see
that you are way different from me
i can see myself watching you vanish in the crowd
and you ask me what it's all about
i don't know the answer
keep starring right against the wall
i bite my lips and cut my tongue
words are so damn useless
you just don't understand it all
gleams of hope are passing by
and now i know i won't rely
on anyone no more - it always turns out wrong
wo pack your bags, take good vare
don't look back-become aware!
nothing's real-i guess i knew it all along
it always starts quite fine and everytime it feels alright
i fall down again and i lose my trust#in anyone around....
i'd tell you how it hurts inside
but you just don't understand it all


hin und wieder stell ich fest, dass ich nicht mehr lachen kann
über sachen die ich früher lustig fand
hin und wieder merk ich auch dass ich keinen menschen brauch und lieber ganz alleine bin,
doch der schmerz ist zuckersüß und irrgendwie auch so vertraut
ich hab m